Chapter 5 – The Invitation
It was a clear day and both Henry and Stephen had retreated to their favorite spot by the river after schooling. Henry was skipping rocks, trying to skip all the way across to the other bank. Stephen had tried for a while and decided he would not accomplish that today and moved onto the next thing that came to mind. Stephen had carefully selected a stick he thought the perfect size and straight enough to fashion a spear. He was carefully removing the buds where small branches were. “What did you make of the speech we received today, Henry?”
“Oh, we should have been expecting it. We only have a few days left and they really want us looking to this mystical king.” Henry replied.
“Why do you do that Henry? Why must you make fun? Your father and brother are both true believers. Our whole town was founded by believers. The way we live and learn is based on that belief. Why do you mock it that way?” Stephen stopped what he was doing and had a concerned look and tone.
“I’m sorry. I know you are really trying to find answers. I guess I am too, but I get so frustrated when it seems no one is giving us straight answers. The prophets get up every week and lecture us on how we should live. You know and I know they don’t live any better, in fact not as good of lives as our dads. Then you’ve got that kid the other week, what was his name James? He is a liar and a cheat, but he stands up and makes this profession and now all of a sudden the town thinks he is Mr. Righteous.” Henry did not attempt to hide his frustration from his friend. He let his temper get the best of him sometimes.
“But what does your dad say about those things? He seems to be the most connected man I know.”
“He speaks in riddles! He tells me that his king doesn’t choose us based on our merit. He tells me that nobody is good enough for him. That doesn’t make sense! Don’t The Oracles teach an awful lot about living right? Isn’t that the point?” Henry was just throwing rocks at this point, not even pretending to skip them. After a moment he quit altogether.
“What if that’s not the point?” Stephen asked looking into the distance.
“What do you mean?” Henry replied.
“What if the point is much more personal and deep? What if we are right about the prophets and the public professions of so many? Maybe that is not the true way and that’s why we get confused. Your brother William, what was it like when he received the invitation?”
Henry closed his eyes for a moment. Stephen thought he looked very much like his father when he prays. “It was different…” Henry began. “We were all at home. I only remember parts because I was pretty young. William was off by himself I think when he came and got father. He had a strange look on his face and when he told father they knelt to pray. Father wept openly and mother came in when she heard. After they were finished praying they all three were crying and hugging. After that they called for the Prophet James to come over. Do you remember him? He was very different from the prophets we have today. He died not long after that.”
“So how does that match with what we see today? How do the teachings of Prophet James match with what we hear today? Do you see? We may be missing it because so many have it wrong.” Stephen wanted so badly to find the answers. He had always been interested, but lately it was as if something had been awakened in him. It was a desire, no more of a need. He lie awake the last two nights (although he told no one) reading The Oracles and praying. He knew somehow he needed to find what he was missing.
“Are you saying the prophets don’t get it? How can that be? Aren’t they supposed to be the ones teaching us?” Henry had never really considered this and he was even more confused by his friend’s idea.
“I don’t know, it just doesn’t seem to add up. The Oracles say that the only way is for the Elevated King to call us. That’s the invitation we hear about. The prophets seem to think we need them to get to the King. That doesn’t make sense. The Oracles speak about a change inside us, but mostly we only see folk making speeches and announcements but living the same. The Oracles say that if we are truly called by the Elevated King then we will live different lives. Most folk seem to think that in order to be called by the King we need to live better. Don’t you see? Maybe it’s all backwards and that’s why we haven’t understood it.” A small tear ran down Stephen’s cheek as he spoke now. Henry had rarely seen his friend this intense.
“Stephen I don’t know what to think. Sometimes I think there is nothing to all this and my family has believed in a lie. Sometimes I think that everyone but me will get this. I just don’t know.”
“Henry, I have felt the same way, but lately I feel like I am going to explode inside if I don’t figure this out. I can’t explain it, but it’s like I know I’m in danger and I think the King is the answer, but I can’t quite figure out how to get there.” Both boys fell silent for a moment. “It’s getting late. I told my father I’d be eating with you, so let’s go.”
“It’s a good thing mother likes you Stephen.” Henry said smiling again.
“Of course she does, but it’s your father I am interested in tonight.” The two walked all the way to Henry’s home in virtual silence. They were both were thinking on their conversation and what it may mean.
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After the meal Stephen and Henry both went to the hearth. Father said he would meet them in a moment. He helped mother with a few things and then came in. The boys had once again been mostly silent. Father was good at things like this. He seemed to know when to speak and when to listen. “What’s been troubling you Stephen?” father asked as he lit his pipe and took his seat.
“How did you know something was wrong?” Stephen asked.
“Because you usually eat more than a horse when you come and tonight you barely ate at all.” The boys broke the silence and laughed softly. “Besides, I have seen you about lately.
“Well sir, it’s about the Elevated King and his invitation.” Stephen didn’t really know what to say or how to say it, but father waved his hand at Stephen inviting him to continue. Henry always enjoyed the way his father listened to folk when they came to him for help. Stephen was just noticing how comfortable he was speaking with Henry’s father. While Stephen and Henry had been friends most of their lives, he had not had many serious conversations with father.
“These last few days it seems I am greatly troubled inside. I have a fear in me I have never known before. I think maybe the Elevated King is calling me, but I can’t figure it out. Henry and I have been talking about this for some time. It is hard to make sense of what we see out of folk in the town and from the teaching of the prophets. I don’t mean to be ugly, but I know I do not need the kind of experience we see when kids stand in the assembly and make a show of their profession. Sir, I need help and even though my father always took me to the assembly lectures, I cannot figure out what I need to do. I thought you may be able to help.” Stephen had dropped his head by the end of his plea and was once again fighting back small tears.
Father leaned forward toward Stephen and looked directly into his face. “You are not far, son. You have seen past distractions and you are correct. You do not need a show. You are in need of real help. There is only one place to go for this type of help: The Elevated King.”
“But I have believed in the King since I was a boy, you know this. I have repeated the profession, I have prayed to see what I need to do, and I am left empty.” Stephen knew he had come to the right place.
“That’s because you can’t do anything; that includes repeating some profession.” Father answered. “When the King calls you, he only wants you to answer. You have to submit to him, but there is nothing to be done. He has done all that needs doing. The words formed from your mouth do not impress him, only that you bow to him inside.”
The boys sat almost motionless. They were both trying to digest what they had just heard. Henry had not seen his father this intense in a long time. He couldn’t make sense of it all, but there was something unmistakable about it. He knew it must be the truth. Stephen looked as if his mind was working faster the wind. Father sat back, never taking his eyes off of Stephen.
“Frankly I don’t care what anyone says about it. The King decides on his own how and when to call us. He is the only one you need respond to. He can cause you to understand and teach you what it means to submit; to trust. It’s not about believing in the stories like you always have. It is about trusting The King and him alone. To answer his call you don’t need me or a house full of prophets in robes. Answer him Stephen. He will take care of everything. He will make everything clear.”
After a moment, Stephen collected himself. “Thank you, sir. I believe this will help me. I am more convinced I need his protection. I must get home, but I may not rest until I find release from this heaviness inside.”
“I pray you find peace tonight son. May the light of the King illuminate your way.” Father said letting Stephen out the door.
Henry was still sitting by the hearth when father came back in. “So they really do have it wrong, father?” Henry asked not looking up form the floor.
“It seems, son that more people see the trees than can see the forest.” Father replied. “Just look to the King. Seek him and everything else will fall into place.”
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